Diet part 3: Day 2

After one day of dieting I weighed myself, so I could have a first day weight. It was 74.1 kilos. I am quite happy with that, I was scared I was going to be a lot more. I have had some days of eating really really bad, salt and vinager crisps, chocolate, cakes, all sorts of rubbish, I mean, really binges, after I big binge all I feel is bloated and sick. Louise claims its psychological, but I don't really agree. She says if you were full up on salad and fruit you wouldn't feel the same as you wouldnt feel guilty. I think you feel bad because the food you eat has loads of calories and fat which your body doesn't need, and this food is also usually full of additives and other crap. I do believe you feel guilty as well as it is bad food, but I am quite sure it is not just psychological. I sometimes think Louise deludes herself with such issues. I don't argue them, I don't feel any need to be right, and prefer to have peace and nod and smile and say things like "It may be so".

I have payed a very high point price today for my healthy food. The salad was expensive because of the oil in the sauce I made, and the fish was also expensive because of the same thing, the oil. I only have 3 points left for tonight, so there will be pleanty of fruit going on.

As for the points, I am going to try to have 20 all the time. When I go under 70, I will have 18 points, so if I have already 18 points, I will find it really hard to shift the last kilos.

Points:

corn cakes (1)
cheese on toast (1.5)
biscuit (1.5)
salad (4)
fish + oil + egg (5)
biscuits (3)
rivitas with cheese and tomato (2)
rice cake (1)
biscuit (1.5)
cheese on toast (1.5)
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22 points out of 20 allowed

Did exercise (gym for both stress and body)

Didn't take my vitamin tablet.

I am quite happy with this day, even if I went a bit over the points. The thing was that the food I had meant that most of my points went very early, so I didn't have any left afterwards. But I did exercise and persist with the diet, and the next day (as I am writing this bit the next day, I had gone down more than half a kilo and I was 73,5. I think that independently from the points certain food you digest them better , such as the fish and the salad, even if they were with some oil. So, on I go with my last part of the diet.